I will never leave you

we had so much going  on in our lives that i never took one moment to ask her how she was. Sara was such an innocent girl,never liked boys so much. she used to sit alone and she had only one friend but she never spend most  her time with her. i guess i was the first person to touch her fragile heart.She invited me for a cup of coffee, but i knew there was something she wanted to say to me, but i never took much of attention. I accepted the invite, we planned to meet around evening.I arrived at the meeting place much early ordered a cup of coffee and just looking at the watch i was eager to see her. CHRIS  someone called me from behind, i recognised the voice it was sara. Still beautiful she was standing infront of me staring at me with her blue eyes, i noticed that she was afraid as if something was disturbing her mind. she sat close to me. I WONDER WHERE WE WOULD HAVE BEEN IF WE HAD NEVER MET. she said to me, she was holding my hands so tightly as if  though i wasnt going to be there tomorrow. but inside my heart i did love her and i was ready to spend the rest of my life with her. sara asked me  if i did loved her truly? yes i was shocked i never thought sara would ask me such a question. I was quite for a moment, but inside i knew the answer.SARA I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU BECAUSE THIS IS THE PROMISE I MADE TO YOU>DONT FORGET THAT. She cuddled herself all over me and kissed me, i knew she was happy, but still something was disturbing sara and i had to find out what it was. Sara was looking down and started crying i had to let her cry because it was the only way to release the anger inside her, i wiped her tears. the she told me everything.CHRIS AM..........AM POSITIVE. first i could not understand what she meant.ARE YOU PREGNANT? NO. AM HIV POSITIVE. i was quite for a moment, i had to absorb every word she told me i knew it was not true.ARE YOU SURE?ever since i met sara she was positive she never told me anything. but sara and me had alot in common i had spend all my life with sara. I would not lose her because of this news she is still the sara i knew and still know.As we were walking to the coffee shop holding hands i knew we had started a new  journey a journey that was different, unique and a very hard to understand, a journey that would keep us together.