Beyond the blues

Sometime i wonder if i had made a mistake allowing him into my life. Many years have gone but the scar that he left in my heart is still painful, the memories i have left about him still haunt me. We met in school when we were still in kindagarten, we were the bestest friends ever, always playing together, even the most amazing thing we celebrated our birthdays on the same day. I remember one time he gave me a teddy bear for my birthday, i thought it was the best birthday present he ever gave me. But the world was jealous seeing us happy together that it had to take him away fro me. Am standing outside watching the last memory left of him,the trees that bares our mark, this is the place we use play together and tell stories that were quite amusing. But now he is gone forever!!! He left my site knowing that i will never see him again, if truly i had power to bring him back i would do it. But we cant control our destiny, though sometime i feel lonely thinking that i will never be happy again...i always try my best to wipe the tears and destroy every last memory that reminds me of him. But one thing that will always make him alive is my heart. As am still standing outside a gentle breeze wipe my face trying to comfort me and reminds me that i still have a life to ahead of me